Showing posts from February, 2014

Safe and Sound

Last night I had a dream that brought a lot of old familiar feelings rushing back. I dreamed that I had a baby I couldn’t keep. I reveled in being able to see her and touch her and yet my heart ached because I knew it couldn’t last. Of course there were a lot of things in the dream that wouldn’t make sense in real life, that’s how dreams go. But ultimately, I knew she was a baby that wouldn’t survive.

I know that sounds really morbid, but after losing four babies in early pregnancy, I have often wondered what they would have looked like. Were they boys or girls? Who were they? I won’t know until I reach heaven and I long for the day that I will get to wrap my arms around them and tell them how much I love them.

Having such a dream put me in a fragile state of mind this morning. I prayed that God would give me strength and grace and that this wouldn’t have to be one of “those days” where I can’t keep it together. They don’t come as often now, but every once in a while one of them still …

A Better Blessing - My Story

Hi Friends!

Today I am featured on a very special blog! Head on over to Joy In My Journey to read my story. I haven't ever summarized my story into one post before. It was a challenge!

I hope you will take time to look around Joy's blog while you're there. Joy In My Journey is a blog she started to reach out to those with infertility. It has been such a blessing and encouragement to me personally to read the stories and verses she has shared. Joy is a wonderful lady with a beautiful story and you will definitely be blessed as you read her blog.

Prayers for you today,

 - Kristi