Dear Little One

Dear Little One,

Losing you broke my heart.
But I don’t regret the weeks we had together.

I’m sorry I couldn’t carry you longer than I did.
I know Jesus carries you now.

I’m sorry I wasted so much of our time together worrying.
One day we’ll have unlimited time together in a place where worry doesn’t exist!

They tell me that most likely your body’s imperfections are why you couldn’t stay.
But I know that now you have a perfect heavenly body.

This world is a scary place full of sin and sadness.
I’m glad you’re somewhere better.

I wish you could have met your daddy and your sister.
But how wonderful to know you have already met your other siblings.

I wanted so much to see your sweet face.
I’m so glad to know that one day I will.

There was so much I wanted to show you and teach you.
How amazing that God is using your life to teach me.

I loved you so much.
I love you still.


Love, Mommy